Dear Mom,

Sometimes, I get really jealous when other people talk about their moms. Like how they just had babies and their moms are the best help and they're so sad for when they have to leave. Or when they Skype and post pictures... Sometimes it makes me sad and other times I just get really pissed off. Only because I can't say things like that anymore. "Just got mani's and pedi's with my Mom! And went to lunch! She helps so much with the kids!" I hate people sometimes. Hate them with envy. I just wish you were here, that's all. You helped me so much with Noah and sometimes Mya gets so fussy because of her reflux and I can't calm her but I know you'd be able to. You are a Nana so you have that magic touch that I don't :( Well, it's 10 and I need to sleep. We took a 4 hour nap and didn't wake up til 5! So the boys will be up all night but us  girls need our beauty sleep. Goodnight and sweet dreams. Have a good day in Heaven. I love you Mommy.

Love, Kansas