Your day off...

Dear Mom,

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That was your grandson saying he misses you:)

Wednesdays used to be your day off work. I used to call you at 8 am every week and talk to you while we ate breakfast and tell you our plans for the day, so, here it goes. I ordered Mya a ton of new cloth diapers and they'll be here today so I'm stalking the mail man with the door open. Hopefully he comes soon, you know how impatient I get. We are supposed to go shopping with Sandra and her girls today, too. Noah really needs new shoes so we are going to the mall. Hopefully I can find some cute ones! I miss the 38262728 shoe stores at Potomac Mills. Our mall is horrible... I'm thinking about mexican casserole for dinner... I'll write it in the recipe book I was writing for you. Carrie said I could just send it to her instead (even though she doesn't cook but that's alright!) :P Noah has been fighting with me to eat. He has barely eaten in two weeks. He ate a hot dog for lunch yesterday and that's it. He won't even eat french fries or ice cream:( I bet he'd eat if you were here........ Oh, he just picked up his peach! YAY! You must have came and told him to eat. Thanks Mom!!! I miss going to the Farmer's Market with you on Sundays and getting those yummy white peaches.. Oh, and cinnamon roasted pecans! Yumo! You know, Mom, I'm not always sad you're gone... Sometimes I'm really really mad about it too. I just get really pissed off at everything and cry. I'm not mad at you or God but I'm mad at cancer. Cancer ruined a big part of our family... I'm not so mad today because I'm reminiscing on the good times we had. So, I'll express my frustration another day. I remembered today that my doctor appointment is next Wednesday and it's the same day Nathan has 24 duty and I can't reschedule. I'm going to end up getting him fired from the army LOL. Just kidding. Mya is asleep and I have diapers in the wash and Noah and I are watching TV.... take a wild guess what it is? I LIKE TO DANCE! haha! I thought you were going to kill us on our trip last August because of this stupid DVD. Alright Momma, I'll write you later. Have a good day in Heaven.

Love, Kansas